I can't even begin to explain this huge pit in my stomach when I realize it's almost Monday (I work nights, alot, and with Joel being home, I lose track of days! I know the date, just not the day!) Anyways, Mondays mean alot.. The beginning of a new week, wondering if we will get answers, a phone call, checking the mail a million times waiting on those stupid police checks, checking emails to see if the foster family contacted us and in between all this crazy stress, we have two very active and busy little bodies running around! It's alot of stress and anxiety! And I hate Fridays, because that is two whole entire days that we will not get answers, or calls, or check the mail.. We always try to do something fun with the kids on my days off and we do try to relax on the week end, but this process is not like that.. We have another little person so far away, so when we head out with the kids, the thought always crosses our minds that we are missing something, and that something is baby C..
It's amazing though, we have sooo much love, have shed sweat and tears, all into this precious little soul that we have never met.. And we realize in the end, once she's here, all this stress and frustration will be well worth it because this baby was meant to be a part of our family!
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